If I were a guy; even just for a day, I’ll roll out of bed in the morning and throw on want I wanted to wear and just go. I’ll drink beer with the guys, and even chase after girls; just coming from how I’ve been treated as a girl. I’ll ‘kick it’ with who I wanted, and I’d never get confronted for it, cause they’d stick up for me. I think I could understand how it feels to love a girl. I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her, because I know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted, because I’ve taken her for granted and everything I had got destroyed. If I were a guy, I would turn off my phone. Tell everyone it’s broken, so they’d think that I was sleeping alone. I’d put myself first, and make the rules as I go, because I know that she’d be faithful; waiting for me to come home.
My girlfriend would say, “It’s a little too late for you to come back, say it’s just a mistake. Think I’d forgive you like that? If you thought I would wait for you, you thought wrong.” But I’m just a boy. I don’t understand how it feels to love a girl. Someday I wish I were a better man. I don’t listen to her; I don’t care how it hurts. Until I lose the one I wanted and loved, because I’ve taken her for granted and everything I have got destroyed, but I’m just a guy. Or maybe, I might just switch it up and be faithful.
If I were a guy, you would come first. You would have everything you wanted, and more. You would smile every day, because never would I question your loyalty. I would listen to every word, and know that what you were saying was the gospel and to not be ignored, you would want me, even if I were the same person in all other aspects. You would let me pay bills, and thank me with your kisses, and love me as the sun set in the sky. You would stop the questioning, wondering if you are doing the right thing by the world. Also, you would be faithful at night, when your bed was empty, and I was nowhere in sight. You would shed a tear, when someone else had claimed me, and I was willing to walk away. You would give up your life, because we share the same soul and society would accept it outright. I would marry me tomorrow, and there would be no laws to prohibit, only everyone willing to accept us for what we were. I would not never be lonely, instead I am here only longing for simply your sleeping next to me in the night. You would scratch the very eyes out, of anyone willing to steal me from your side. We would have a million children that would share every piece of us, running around in the world. I would not feel so lonely, that I have to cry myself asleep at night.
If I were a guy, I would tell my girl I loved her, but really didn't care for her and was thinking about another girl. I would say I didn't do it, knowing that I was cheating and meeting with that girl. I’d say I remembered our 1 week anniversary, but really buying her a gift that I just got that day. Even though it wasn't right, would go out with girls, telling her that I was chilling with friends and never being with her. If I were a guy, I would say, “She kissed me first,” even though I kissed her first and was cheating in front of her.
I am not a guy, but I am a woman. I know how I want to be treated, and I wish I can be treated a certain way, instead of being lied to. This journal states the facts about what a lot of guys do today, and what they can do to make their girl happy.
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